torture

I cant tell you what I want to tell.
I am dumb .
I fear the boundary where it ends.
It could be a hill or abyss,
nothing,
or something in between many things.

I hide my voice.
I hide my expressions.
I wear a mask,
And I am always submissive,
willing to jump or fly
as per the situational commands.
I shall let the blood out of my veins,
fill the empty spaces with water,
and pretend as 'liberated'.